lunes, 12 de septiembre de 2011

The first impression I will never forget!

I have lived different experiences throughout my young 16 years old. I think the experiences that have stuck in my memory are still there due to the impact they had on my life, that first impression that they made inside of me. It is these small experiences that formed, and shaped my life every day, producing an effect in me and, make me smile and be happy or else have sorrow and mourn. Life is full of different feelings, different times that makes me a good person over time. I think the best experience I can have is learning from them and know that each of these has a purpose in my life. Each experience gives you a lesson like every person you meet.
 The Loves of a teenager, failures and victories, partying with their friends, their birthday parties, your first airplane ride, your first boyfriend or girlfriend, your first friend in kindergarten, your first kiss, your favorite teacher, etc., are moments and situations that are certainly difficult to forget. The Loves during teenagers a typical example of situations unlikely forgets. They are also those who learn to decipher what love is really and the value of that special person that we love. I clearly remember the first impression I had when I met Santiago. It was in April ... April 24, unplanned or imagine. A typical day, between normal activities, simple, so simple and common that I can not remember exactly what I did that day. But however one of the few things I can remember that day, is when our eyes met.
We came back to the city of Chimaltenango after a youth activity of the Church which I belong. The coordinators exchange the passenger to other places at the buses .I was distracted, tired and exhausted with a huge desire to sleep after finishing several sports activities, so I did not realize who changed seats on the bus. I remember sitting in the top ranks of the bus but can not remember who was next to me. I started to fall asleep within minutes. Then when we started and we had about 15 minutes after leaving the farm where we were, the music started. Gradually the sound between the music, shouting, talking and singing voices woke me up. It was a very nice everyone was tired but very happy.

I began to slowly wake up and see the faces of the passengers to locate my friends and it was there I noticed that changes had been made of places but I did not give attention to the issue. Then I kept moving my head from right to left and it was there at a time of milliseconds my gaze collided with James. At first I thought ... "I will never date that boy" But then his sweet brown eyes, with a force, but also sweetness captivated me. It was a special moment, unique and hard to describe, a sweet moment where for a few seconds, the music, the voices, the sound of cars, all everything stops and everything became silent. Quickly I turned my face to other people; a thousand thoughts went through my head. I thought, who is he? I haven never seen him in any activity, or do I? Definitely I never saw him before, so in a discreet way I turn my gaze on his face staring back from head to foot fixative. Then his gaze fixed intently on direct at mine, and as he told me I was blushing terribly. We smiled each other in a silly and rather immature way.
I can remember exactly how much time we spent like two fools. Maybe we spent 5, 10, and 15 minutes I do not know exactly. The only thing is that I will not forget his eyes. Until now I still believe that, it was the reason why I fall in love with him. I was still a little sleep so I decided to sat down again on the couch and relax, however do not stop thinking about his face. Minutes later a popular song started playing and everyone started to sang like crazy back to me in high voices and dramatically. It was funny because, it was a ranchera song called "Tatuajes" by Joan Sebastian.
 I never had I heard that song but I found it very appealing and I saw James again and he was singing with everyone else. He sang to me to the eyes, in a discreet way. Maybe it sound so silly and immature, but that's how I remember it. Writing now I see myself at the moment trying to flee to his eyes, really back to blush and laugh at myself for having acted so immaturely. At this time we never had talk, we did not know anything about each other. We got to town and he got off the bus. So far everything had been normal and I never thought , if I will see him later on or who he was, so I  forget the issue.

Hours after I opened my Facebook normal, it was around 10:00 pm, and had a friend request from him. Thought at the moment, I did not know if accept it or not. But then I saw the picture away and it seemed me familiar. I laughed sarcastically and thought! ntaa obviously can not be that “X” guy saw at the bus! I accept the request and the first thing I did was to see the profile picture! I started laughing like crazy I do not know what to do, an incredible thrill began to hold me and could almost jump from such that emotion. Did not know how he could have found out my name.
The next day we talked and everything was normal, we started being friends and told me that he had heard that someone on the bus had called me, “Estefany” so it is how he already knew my name and then when he gets off the bus and climbed into his car with her mom, she asked him if he had met the daughter of a her dentist and he was thinking for a moment and then said emmm no in a joking way and said ah one Chinese girl? And everyone laughed in the car. According to him my eyes were a sexy Chinese eyes, I rather think they were Chinese sleepy eyes! So then, he went to his Facebook and searched me in the list of friends of one of our common friends, so he remembers ok the name was: Estefany and the Dr. last name´s is Contreras …. OK! She is Estefany Contreras, and that is how he found me at the web.
Eventually we got to know and going on dates. We had a relationship for 9 months. We have a great time. Actually at first maybe I misjudge him but, now I think he is a great person. Now we're friends, we ended our relationship in a friendly and respectful way. We continue to share experiences and activities. Although at first the separation was difficult but, now we think that what we did was correctly and we were not mature enough to have a relationship as we both wanted. We made mistakes between ourselves and others and which we have now learned. We have definitely matured a lot and we see everything from a new perspective. In conclusion I think teenagers love is like the air, comes and goes and over the years and blooms it take a properly place.

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